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I am so going to TAIWAN! (adapted from swensens advertisement)  :P

Yeap, so i am going to Taiwan tomorrow, is taipei this time. :) Not getting excited yet as the problem now is i have not started packing -.- That really cost a bad headache. Taking the earliest flight, so will be going to the airport during midnight. Yi Ray and i went to pray today, hope it will be a safe trip and i would not come back in a body bag. -.-''

I did not know what to update recently. Lately we celebrated Sze Man's birthday. I know you have grown up girl. =.= Stop mocking at me for still being at 14 =.= We did celebrate in class, in restaurant, in cinemas. Haha like everywhere sia. :) Hope you had a great birthday this year and i bet you had!

What if a person keep pointing onto a mickey mouse and tell you it is actually a barney? You know the purple enormous creature? Yes the barney. So my smart Yi Ray was telling me for the past few days that barney was the creature that is having two pointed black ears and mickey was the purple enormous one. -.- Dude, he is good in driving people crazy. Oh, i just remember i went on a call with him just now. Now starting to miss him again, haha, love sick. :)

And i will always love you :)

Have the urge to blog today. Went to school for extra Maths classes today. Yi Ray and Danial send me to school. Play cards for awhile and lessons goes off at the IT resource room. The room was chilly cold. I am about to freeze inside. Did some worksheets, some usual chit chat, lessons goes off at half past twelve, and Yi Ray waited for me at the school gate. :) Went to Great World to have our lunch, ain't not hungry anymore when i reach there so i just had a cup of ice cream. Walk, arcade, was raining when we are going home. So.. We were all wet. :P

Craving for sotong balls right now!!!! But too bad Yi Ray said "NO" ;( Means no way man! Really, he took great care of me, he is my 8th wonder in the universe. He waited for me 2 hours outside the school which i don't think any other guys will have the patience to do so. He surprised me for knowing i am hungry and bought me food. Really, i know what ever i said doesn't compare to the love you shown me. I would want to treat you better after this.

For some reasons i would love to post some proverbs today.

1.I've missed you tonight, I've missed you every night.
Somehow when I close my eyes, I always start to think about you.
I wish things were different..

2.You act indifferent and I can't exactly say who you are and what you mean to may.
You aren't even mine and yet I'm afraid to loose you.

3.I'm not looking for confusion but it tends to follow me.

4. I just feel the pain of you being gone, and I just feel the pain of missing you. I can't live with it, and I want to beg you on my knees, if I only knew that would make sense.. But days turn into weeks and weeks turn into years, and I can't win this fight. I wish I could turn back time, or at least bring you back here. 'Cause it's hard to fall asleep when I know that I'll have to wake up without you.

5.And that I had to end up in this lie, didn't just confuse me but scarred me too.
'Cause your body is been touched by strange hands
and there were strange lips on your mouth..

6.It's not the fall that kills you, it's the sudden stop at the end.

7.The fact you cannot kiss your elbow is enough to make you realize 
that some things seem to be so close,
yet they are bound to be beyound your reach.

8.Six billion people in the world.
That's twelve billion hands to hold and twelve billion eyes to gaze into.
Twelve billion lips to whisper the only words I ever need to hear.
It's funny how I don't have to meet a single of those people
to know that you are the one who was meant for me.

9.I guess the only reason why we cherish memories so much is
because they are the only thing in life we are sure of what will never change.

10.So what, maybe I am scared.
Maybe I am scared because you mean more to me
than any other person ever has.

11.Tell I'm not making a mistake, tell me that you're worth the wait, that you're always going to be there. Make me believe that I'm making the right decision by still holding on. Show me that you're going to be around to catch me when I fall.

12.Here I am with our song on repeat,
another night full of long remembrances and never forgotten memories.
Another night, dedicated to you.

I am done blogging for today, Ciao!

Hello.

I am so so so free to update my blog now. :D Cause later i am going to work, at some bakery shop. So today i am preparing to take a good rest at home. But people, if you are reading this, take this piece of mind. Dont ever stay at home on this pretty Saturday, you will just bored yourself up. =.=

Yesterday, report book day. My mum went to take the report book, and guess what? The teacher never really praise me like i thought at the first place, but they almost tell my mum that i am having a relationship with him=.= Look at the conversation below.

Teachers : Regarding about your daughter, she did pretty well in her first few semesters, but for this time, she is like starting to drop? I dunno the reasons why or maybe i know but i dont think it's suitable to tell. (WTH)

Mum : (knows ntg abt it, or maybe knew something adi)    People will have emotions, especially youngsters like her now. If she never drop too badly, then it should be still okay right? (WALAO)

Teachers : .... (maybe speechless) No no we are referring to her studying attitude, she is not really focusing in class right now, and i hope you parent can put more attention on her.

My heart pump really fast at that moment, thank goodness my mum like just want to entertain the teachers, and did not really care about what they say, and after that she sees my result and she did not say anything anymore. BUT, the conversation which is the most GG part is this one below.

Teachers : We would like to know that, why poh ee never attend to school after the exams? The school did organise a lot of events for them and for goodness sake she did not attend anyone of them. May i know what happened?

Mum : (Did not expect that teacher will ask about this) ..................

Teachers : The school will call the parent and ask whether did your children attend to school anot. So why didn't she attend to school?

Mum : Oh, i did not receive any phone call from the school within this 2 weeks. (I GG)

Teachers : So you (me) are the one who picks up the call everytime when the school calls your mum?

Me : (GG) Yeah...

Haiz.. No wonder people say no secrets in the world.. After the report book day i went to ion with yi ray and danial, to look for their jobs. Swensens take only 16 and above, Toys R US ask u to fill up the form and that's it. Okay so they so called went to look for a job. And after that, something unpleasant happened which i do not wish to mention about it. Then after that i went home.

Rest, changed, went to the voluntary programme. So far so good, my third week there. Not a lot of people went due to the big pouring rain. so i manage to finish all my work early and go home early. :D Did not went to the supper, cause i am exhausted and really once i reach home, i just lie on the bed and does not want to move anymore.

OH OH, and somemore the school make us go back to learn some what the hell extra lessons during the holidays! ARGH.. My holidays plan are like going all the way down to work, study and work. =.= What a dull holiday. But at least i would'nt be so boring during the holidays. :D Oh oh, and my working time is from the evening six to the night eleven. I am working everyday except for Friday. So now if i keep rejecting you guys's outings, you have to understand that i have no choice either. :'(  :P

Btw, Ji Mun, if you are reading this, i am sorry to tell you that i cannot go back to Malaysia anymore. My mum say work is more important. I am really sad but what to do? She owe the last word. I will try my best to persuade her but now bear in your mind that i might cannot come back this December anymore okay? I am sorry my dear, will try to arrange those time again. :) I would love to see you soon. :)

Ciao!

~I know you are in a better place but i wish i could see your face. I know you are where you need to be, even though it's not here, with me.

Hello. :D Kwok Shien came to visit today. Went to Orchard to meet him. First i alighted at the wrong bus stop and i walked till wisma but in the end i ended up at ion. -.-  Then i went to the mrt station to find the way to wisma. And i managed to get him at last. One year didn't meet, but the feel is still there, Ended up talking a lot of school stuffs. Talk about how was everyone, and how was school also. Aww i am starting to miss schooling there. :'( Walked around takashimaya, wisma, ion, and alot of buildings with i dont know the name. I spent all his money. :P Okay he said he will belanja so i am fine with it for sure! :D Ate ajisen ramen for lunch. He bought me a gift, a small gorgeous purse. Here his money goes again~ :P Then went to have ice cream, dont worry, this time is just mac. And i went to da pao lunch, then off i go. See teng told me she is going to be there also but too bad, i walked so many rounds also didnt get to see her. Maybe she hide herself on purpose? Haha.

Went home early to get ready for the voluntary programme later. But, wishing to pass yi ray something first so i asked him out. In the end the truth that he and danial went to Orchard also. -.- Huh i am also wondering why everyone is appearing at Orchard. Met them at City Hall, talk, chat alot. I know i am driving danial crazy but belive me, he is so freaking funny!!!! He made me laugh non stop. The conversation is like this:

Danial : Poh ee, u see what i wear to orchard?! (He is wearing uniform. LOL)

Poh Ee : ( started to laugh because everyone dressed up for orchard but he wears uniform ) :D

Danial : Is like i went to ion, paragon, wisma somemore. I see all the nice clothes there and when i look down and see what i wear, is like wad the f*** ?!

Poh Ee : (laughing non stop again!!!!)

Danial: COULD YOU PLEASE STOP LAUGHING????? (giving me some annoyed face)

HAHAHA, so this was it. :P And i felt like drinking sweettalk all of a sudden, so we guys take train to tiong, just to get sweettalk, and walk around. Suggested to slack at the top floor, but there was a very fierce auntie standing there chasing people away, her face is so black! And we made our way home since the mood was ruin by that old auntie. We walked a bit, then took bus home. Home sweet home at 4. :D Later i have to go to somewhere around Bukit merah there for my voluntary programme. Wish to be back before midnight although i know it sounds kinda impossible. -.-

Had a nice day today, :D

*I will stop crying, and start everything afresh.

Hello.

I am currently so addicted to the facebook game. The Bejeweled Blitz!!!! :D

Okay today i finally have something long to write. Today supposed to be going out with Yi Ray and Vinceen, but Vinceen cannot make it in the end, So we decided to look for people who lives in Chinatown. Lol you should know who. And of course that see teng will be still in her bed since it is only 11 plus when we reach there. So we went to walk around at everywhere, anywhere we could walk. Until about like 12 plus, we tried to contact her but she is still sleeping. So we went to sit down at some shady playground. (actually the shady area is beside the playground) Then not long after that see teng finally woke up and give us a call. She invited us to go to her house. Well i think is i asked for it actually. But still is the same. Then, she make us buy bubble tea for her if not we cannot step into her house. -.- Okay so she needs 1 hour to get herself ready since she just woke up. So the 3 of us went to have our lunch first, then make way to buy her bubble tea, then only go to her house. Well plan! :D :D

Yi Ray and i ate at the hawker centre, while that Chinatown guy went home to eat. Yi Ray was not feeling well so i make him eat porridge. No MCSPICY OR DOUBLE BIG MAC!!!! I know you will be reading this so i am reminding you again, not CUTLET RICE TOO! ~~~ Then he was co-operative enough to eat it. :D I am so happy to see him finish the bowl of porridge. :D :D Okay i ate chicken rice, not really having appetite. :P Yi Ray really dont look good today, His voice tells. :(

We went to get the bubble tea after our lunch, the koi coffee shop. Taaa Da! :)

Maybe it really taste good cause when we reach there, there was a long queue!!! The procedure is kinda... complicated. First you must order what tea you want. Then which size you want. Then followed by how much sugar you want. Then must take a number while waiting it to get ready. And that see teng made me bought 4 cups of bubble tea. (2 mine 2 her's) So in the end i waited like a dog. -.- I know i am lack of patience. :P We went to her house, went to her room, opening every drawers i could reach. :P Yi Ray and Chinatown guy disturbing her cousin. Ha, he is really cute. :D Then we chat and do a lot of crazy stuffs. Push ups, art and craft, playing with see teng's extra large calculator. LOL.

See teng wanted to go down to do some sports after all these, so we went down with her. Thought we can only do some track and field but thank goodness we saw some people with basketball and badminton racquet. So we started playing both games. And let me tell everybody here, DONT EVER PLAY BADMINTON WITH TAN SEE TENG. I AM NOT TRYING TO BE EXAGGERATE OR WHAT, BUT DONT EVER TAKE THE RISK TO PLAY WITH HER! She really drives me crazy when i started playing with her. =.='' Oh my i seriously need to pray for i am still alive here. We played until 6 plus, then everyone mum started calling and make us go home. LOL. Okay i need to add in that they throw my shoe anywhere before we went home. =.=

Home sweet home at 7 plus. Yi Ray send me to the mrt station. :) Though he is sick he still join into every activity we are going through. I really would love to say you are so cool today!! (Just today) XP Recover soon and i let you eat your cutlet rice again. :) HAHA!

~Get well soon my dear! :) Ciao!

Hehe, today i went to East Coast with Yi Ray, VInceen, and Danial. :) The bus took really long. But with them it will be filled with cheers with laughter's instead. :D Of course we went there for something, we went there to cycle! :D Per hour cost seven bucks and the shop free you one hour when you rent one hour. So in short is two hours for seven bucks. OH OH and they make you hand up your ezlink card before you can go cycle. I think they are afraid you dont return their bikes back. :P During the cycling thing all of us were like fighting to go ahead each other, and guess what? I was awarded the name of a snail. =.='' Is not i wanna be slow but the bike really doesn't work right at the first place! And is like every few metres some of us will happen to be left behind for dunno what. So, we stop more than we cycle i guess. :D PLUS PLUS i adore the scenery at East Coast! Is like so freaking beautiful and i am sure i am going there again soon! Oh, and we had a long bus ride back home again. Today was cool! I guess i will sleep very soundly tonight. :D

P/S And now my skin comes in two colors. A dark and a light confession. -.-''

I never blog kinda long but it's okay. Cause i am blogging right now. :) Having exams, FINAL exams by the way. Dont wanna mentioned much about the exams since i screwed up most of it. -.-'' And i am having fever, stupid fever on exam day. And i never attend the english and geo paper. What The Hell? And i dont wish i got a VR cause maybe i can do better than what teachers expect. I have no idea what is going on so all's well end's well. :D

Anyway exams gonna be over soon. I wish it can go really soon since i am so tired of studying at the last minute. Monday i have chem and maths paper 2, Tuesday i have social studies, Wednesday i have mother tongue paper 3, Thursday i have food and nutrition paper. And that's the end of the bloody hell finals! :D I think i have already forgotten what had happened all this long. Since i have shorten memory. So, i am going to blog about today,

Today, i had mother tongue paper 2. The paper is one and half a hour and i finished at half an hour. -.- And i was so free, so i looked around. WAIT, before the exam even actually started, Nian Yong was so happy to see me sitting beside him, -.-'' I know what was his motive so.. forget it. And oh yeah, eugene was sitting at the last row and i was at the first row, and still he managed to get my answer. Pro huh? So after all these copying machines and everything, the paper end peacefully, happily, and also, some sorrows since i cant manage to entertain everyone of them. But, i am worried about Monday. And also how will be my english and geo paper.

After school is only about half past nine. And it is still so bright, sunny. Why waste the nice weather? Go and have some macdonald's breakfast! Hehe, yeah i went to have it with yi ray. HE IS SO DAMN LAME. You know what he did? He go ordered sausage mcmuffin with EGG, and when he opened the wrapper gonna start to eat the nice burger, HE TOOK OUT THE WONDERFUL EGG WHICH CAN BE EXCLUDED EARLIER AND HE SAID HE DISLIKE EGGS! I shouted at him straight away since he can just order sausage mcmuffin at the first place! -.- That was such a.. well i cant describe but you should know how i felt. And it's so sad to see the beautiful egg lying down there. Okay that's not the end. Is like the macdonald people are doing some good deeds? They gave us free coffees when you buy a set of breakfast. Okay so i never had any of them since i hate coffee. But i do not wish to waste it, then i da pao. Guess what? When i was trying to put all the sugar and coffee mate into the plastic bag, i find that i missed out something, I keep searching all over the tray but still it disappear till no where to be seen. But it was there a minute ago. You wanna know where it go? IT WENT ON YI RAY'S UNWANTED EGG! That lame guy put all the stirring sticks on top of the egg like some candles on a cake?! And i was looking at him, surprising? Nope. Engrossing? Nope. Fascinating? Nope. Okay 3 feelings mixed up altogether and you will get how i felt. Okay forget it, since i cannot do anything at all, i just go to the counter and get some more stirring sticks. -.- The day spend with him in Macdonald, he taught me a lesson, of LAME. Thanks you babe. :D

After all the lame things done, i went home. I passed all the coffee of course with the sticks to my mama. Then wait for a random guy to come and fix my shower thingy. Then after that went out again. I went to the library at first, managed to get yi ray down. Then it's stupid that we walked all the way back to redhill again. He did alot of stupid things and i shall not elaborate what stupid things he did since it can be as long as a 400 pages story. And in the end we had a, so called great day. :) I leave him at five and went to tiong to take dinner with my mum.

Mum was going for a haircut, so i waited for her hungrily outside the barber shop. Then after that we went to eat ajisen ramen. I was really hungry lol. Then went home. :) Oh, and i still have a long john silver burger not eaten. Wonder my stomach still have sufficient space for it. It looks delicious! :P Fine fine not going to drool in front of my laptop. Oh, Yi Ray asked me to post something about him. So this is for you. :)

Okay so you are cool, -.- (this was force) you are smart, (so so only la) you are rather nice and polite to people. ARGH i cant continue anymore. That's all for today. :) Ciao!

ON SUGAR IS HARD TO USE!

I dunno why am i here right now.. Shouldn't i be lying on my comfortable little doaraemon bed right now? Yeah you might ask what time is it now, it is still 5 in the morning. -.- And for your information, i woke up at 4. -.- You might ask me why act ding dong waking up so early.

CAUSE I SLEPT FOR THE WHOLE DAY ON 16TH SEPTEMBER!  ( kay la, mai so exaggerate ) I sleep after dinner till this morning. And after dinner was only about 6? Cool huh, sleep so long. :P In the end the results i got is...

 I NEVER DO A SINGLE PIECE OF MY HOMEWORK! MATHS, GG! -.-''

-.- duh, you will see how Mdm Goh scream and yell at you when you never do her work. Making you to stay back for detention just to finish her work. Probably putting you into her black list and complaint to Miss Lim when ever they met each other. WOW, so how can i not sacrifice a bit of my sleep to finish her homework??? But.. i came across to this topic, the angles of properties which i DON'T GET A SINGLE THING (yes not at all!) AT ALL! Guess what? I only did about 3 to 4 questions and what about the time that remains??? I woke up JUST TOO EARLY TOO EARLY. Should have sleep more.. :(

Today is Siew Wah's birthday, EH CORRECTIONS, it was yesterday her 15th birthday. :) Stay pretty my dear! :D Wonder how they celebrate it for her~ Anyway, school was so so yesterday. Except during physics teacher showed us some weird weird videos in between his definition of convection. -.- (Yeah he was teaching halfway and suddenly a video pop out..) Ha, the video was weird enough as it was regarding about some weird school consists of weird teachers teaching in the class. -.-'' But, it entertains us anyway. :D

OMG, guess what i do during PE? I thought i will be sitting there watching the roof, becoming the spectators of some exciting match game. or worse to worse taking care of other belongings. -.- BUT I PLAYED BADMINTON WITH THIS GUY, and he was so big, (kay la dont saying you are tall too) he need not run here and there to catch the shuttle cock BUT HE MAKE ME RUN HERE AND THERE JUST TO HIT THE SHUTTLE COCK BACK TO HIM!!! X.X I might just go run some zigzag roads or even some mountains roads. -.- Anyway, he keep on saying he is soooooooooooooooo much better than me and i was like. "WTH?" Next week we will see! I am not gonna play normal badminton this time. XP

School was entirely boring BUT NOT until recess time. XD I was soooooo hungry till i get myself a plate of rice, with some meat, some vegetables, some tauge, and one egg! :D (it seems that i rem my food well.. :P) Hehe. Maths was a disaster!!! Like i said, I DON'T GET A SINGLE THING AT ALL FOR THIS ONE! Okay no matter what i must dig up this topic and put it onto my brain.

After school Danial and Yi Ray was playing some... Police and Thieves? They both planned in earlier to go to somewhere WITHOUT ME (yes without me!) and tried to leave me behind ALONE! What techniques did they use to stop me from following? It was lame enough but more than enough to stop me from moving. Asking Marc to pull my bag for 3 minutes!!! Wth, and no one there is willing to save me, all walk pass me and say GOODBYE?????! For now i realise why they always say the world is all SELF demand. Omg i think i wrote too long for these, you may stop reading here if you like. I am writing too much craps!!!

Well, i just go straight to the point, actually Yi Ray is getting me a teddy bear! Whoa! How sweet of him! :D You wouldn't know how much i adore it!!! In the end i said bye bye to Yi Ray after the giving teddy bear ceremony and i went home. :D Aww how i like you my teddy bear.. :P :D:D:D

Kay, i guess i will have not much remaining time to sleep. Cos right now is already 5 more minutes to SIX! (goodness me i use how much time just to post and you can see how hard is it to use this damn freaking thing!)

Ciao~

(HAHA i was checking my grammar mistakes and this 'doaraemon" comes out as "daemon" LOL! )

(I wonder what will happen in school today, update SOMEMORE LATER. ) :P

Hello. Might be surprising why am i blogging today. :) Of course, i was too. But i have alot to blog today. :)

School reopens as usual. Assembly, thermometer, silent reading.. (sien..)

Geo, normal like usual. Went to the class late since the venue was changed without further notice.

English, was writing report. That yi ray keep disturbing non stop. -.-

F&N, doing time plan, practical exam on next Wednesday.

SS, was about to freeze inside the frowzy chilly room. One of my line cost Yi Ray to be banned out of the class today. Sorry! :(

Went to tiong after school. Someone gave me a LL face when i talked nicely to him. Went to da pao food for my mum. :) After that went to Redhill to look for Yi Ray. Wanna apologise to him and just go, but in the end still fail to do so. Went home at five plus. Mum da pao long john silver for dinner too. In the end, ate up all. -.-'' Mum put a skipping rope on my table. I know mum, i will do much more exercise to stay fit. -.-

Final is just around the corner, brush up now will be late? I dunno. But i know i wont do well this time round. Anyway having report writing test tomorrow. I wonder, final is already near and we are still having tests. =.='' Tomorrow, i know i am gonna be in dead meat because of my Maths..

I know i blog alot today. Time to go. Bye. :)

** I was in the wrong, i am sorry. I never meant to do it.

Yeah you might ask why,

BECAUSE I JUST LOST MY MP3 AND I COULDN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE?!

Kay, you dunno how fuck up i felt.