
You left my heart with a hole, and you didn't stop pouring sorrows and sadness in. Now my heart,
is gone.
Alot of things happened recently. Well there might be some unhappy one as well. I went to a movie yesterday, it was supposed to be an interesting movie, but with no subtitles i did not get what the show is trying to say. Plus people around there are like some irritating nuisance. Making so much noise, what a disgrace for bringing them out. After the show just started not long, i ran to the toilet, and i make tessly call me. Is like, i really cannot cope with it anymore. With someone whom i loved being right at the side chit chatting with his friends, and before that he was saying he will accompany me through the movie. Plus those stupid irritating people making my eyes pain. So i decided to hide in the toilet until the movie ends. But not when see teng came in and look for me. She was also annoyed by them, but what can we do? We have already paid for our tickets and we have to continue watching the show. So, in the end i fall asleep inside the cinema, with air cond plus quiet environment i don't deny that it is a good spot to sleep in. Haha.
After the movie we went to orchard. See teng, pea, and me only. What about my love? Oh he was busy with his friends. We went to get our lunch/dinner at ajisen ramen first. Then only we went to the heeren, i wonder if this was the spelling anyway. Pea spotted some t-shirts that he likes and keep asking me whether it's nice. Wow is like one already cost 35 bucks *++* . Dont worry he bought 3. Lol! Well after that we headed to Bugis straight, for once see teng lack of money to buy clothes. Haha she bought a funny pants and a jumper. I remember that jumper costs her 36.90. Another WOW. It was like seven plus when my leg started to feel the pain for walking the whole day. So i went home, by train, alone, when both of them went to take bus.
At night, i quarreled with my mum. She asked me to get out of the house. So i get out after the 2120948554475 times she asked me to get out. And it was my tenant who pulled me back and my mum was sorry about that too, I think. Then we didn't talk for the next few hours until i went to bed. Is like, sleep together in one room but never talk huh. haha.
As for today, school as usual. Morning assembly was BORING. Yeah every assembly was boring anyway. Recess didn't eat, stayed in class with tessly. It was after that then i heard rumours about you and her. I choose to trust you once again, although this time was the third affairs you gotten me for this last month and now. I hope you are really truth to me, as this time i saw it with my own eyes also. Is like, i dunno whether i should feel heart pain or i shouldn't even have any feelings at all since this was not the first time you made me sad. I prefer to stay calm and cool, i did not say anything, and i did not want to ask anything more. I hope you realise something in your heart when people came and asked you whether is she your new girl. Come on, this time everyone saw. After school was supposed to go orchard again, but in the end i went home. Sorry, really not in the mood.








